December 1804
Roxana Winston tied the strings of her chip-straw bonnet under her chin and gave one final look around the attic she shared with her three sisters. She would never return, and she would not miss this cramped and cold space.
Bent over like an old crone to clear the low-hanging thatched roof, she skirted around the straw ticks on the floor and made her way to the ladder that led down to the cottage’s kitchen.
This tiny house had once been the grounds-keeper’s residence, but was quite a come-down from Wingate Hall, where the Winston family had lived for the first twelve years of Roxana’s life. Now they could look across the ungroomed lawn and see their family seat, but the hall was let to Mrs. Porter and her so-called “daughters.”
Roxana’s mother stood at the bottom of the lad-der. Perpetual worry carved lines in Lady Winston’s forehead and grooves along her mouth. “You will be all right, won’t you?”
“Of course I will, Mother.” Roxana was more worried about the rest of them while she was gone.
Worry was familiar to her. Worries that her father would learn that she was stealing up to Wingate Hall, worries that he would return home and make their life miserable, worries that she could not produce the next meal, and worries that they would not have enough firewood to keep warm were constant companions. She was numb to worry. Yet a herd of horses seemed to have established a racetrack in her stomach. Anticipation and—dare she think it—hope weakened her knees and made her hands shake. In a few minutes she would be free of this place.
Roxana’s sister Katherine turned from where she peeled potatoes, as if she had heard the false bravado in Roxy’s voice. But Katherine was bravely pretending she could manage the household and take over the chores that Roxana managed.
The four potatoes were shriveled, with black spots. Katherine was careful to peel only a narrow layer of skin away. Their food supply dwindled, while spring planting remained a long way away. A month ago a fox had broken into their chicken coop and left only bloody feathers, cracked eggs and scattered straw. These four potatoes would supply the day’s meals.
Roxana had to be successful. If she failed, seventeen-year-old Katherine would be the next sacrificial lamb sent out for slaughter. Katherine would never be able to withstand the pressure. Roxana would never allow that.
“Be good to the duchess. Do not do anything to anger her; you will need her help, if you ...if you ...if you are to be successful.” Lady Winston clung to Roxana’s arm with her damaged hand. Two broken fingers had never healed correctly and usually Lady Winston kept the hand tucked out of sight.
“Yes, I know, Mama.” Roxana tugged her mother’s slipping shawl up around her bent shoulders. For a woman of only a certain age, Lady Winston was so beaten down she could have passed for a woman of twice her years. Thank goodness she had retained ties to friends of better times. “I am mindful of the great favor that the Duchess of Trent and her stepson are granting me. I will do nothing beyond show my gratitude.”
Her mother frowned. “Your mouth has gotten the better of you at times. You cannot alienate a potential suitor with your sharp tongue. Your father...” Her voice trailed off.
Katherine ducked her head as if their father was present. Roxana’s chin tilted up with her habitual defiance.
“I shall restrain my tendency to speak my mind. In fact, I shall just keep my intelligence safely locked in a box.”
Her mother wore a vague look as if she was not quite sure if her daughter was serious or not. “A husband will expect a sweet and biddable wife.” Her mother leaned close and whispered, “You must fix a man’s affections quickly. You are very pretty, so if you have to...no one will doubt...” Her mother found herself unable to supply the words for the fallback plan. “It is a good thing you inherited your father’s looks.”
Roxana’s jaw tightened. Her dark hair, blue eyes and evenly matched features had come from her father, but she would have gladly traded them for Katherine’s wispy blond curls, upturned nose and freckles. Anything to look less like the man who had forced them into this poverty.
“You remember what I told you?” asked her mother.
Roxana nodded.
Lady Winston had turned beet red as she explained the contingency plan to her oldest daughter. A party lasting a little over a fortnight was not likely to produce a proposal, yet Roxana needed to garner one. So she had been given instructions that she may get compromised, thereby forcing a proposal or a settlement. A girl of her birth could reasonably expect a proposal.
“I know what I need to do, Mama,” Roxana said. Dissatisfied with her mother’s vague hints and innuendos, she’d asked the more worldly Mrs. Porter for a full explanation and pointers on how to prompt a man to take such a treacherous step. Mrs. Porter’s reluctantly given information had been much more illuminating.
While her mother offered it as a last resort, Roxana, with her more pragmatic nature, thought she’d do better to get compromised. A legitimate marriage proposal was unlikely and the worst thing that could happen. Roxana had other plans. They did not include marriage.
“Yes, do not set your sights on the duke, because he will do everything too correctly. My understanding is he would never...breach the bounds of propriety. A younger man is more likely to be swayed by his passions. You will need the duke to demand the proper recompense for you. And do not under any circumstance acknowledge our tenants.”
“Yes, Mother.” Lady Winston had managed to avoid calling Mrs. Porter and her girls by name for the last half-dozen years. Roxana should not even know about their sort of people. She gave her mother a perfunctory kiss on her cheek. “Good-bye, Mama.”
In the parlor that at night doubled as her thirteen-year-old brother’s bedroom, Roxana looked around ascertaining that every scrap of lace and usable button was packed. She no longer noticed the cracked and yellow plaster or the smoky, rattling windowpanes. Her poverty would not be evident in her wardrobe, at least. She closed the trunk in the center of the room. Her brother lifted one side and they carried it out to the waiting pony cart.
“I can ask around in town and get work,” said Jonathon as he lifted the trunk and shoved it into the cart bed.
Roxana’s eyes stung as she considered the idea of the future Baron of Wingate working as a common laborer. “Let me see what I can do, first.”
Her brother threw himself at her, wrapping his arms around her tightly. “It is bad enough that you have had to work as a seamstress. I cannot stand the idea of you marrying just to provide for us. If I were older I could join the army.”
Roxana rubbed her brother’s shoulders. “I like the sewing, and do not fret about my future. This could be the best thing to ever happen to me.”
A thick lump blocked her throat as she hugged each of her sisters.
As she held Katherine she whispered, “The Christmas gifts are tucked under the end of the mattress in the attic.”
Katherine leaned back. “You said we would not exchange gifts this year, that we could not afford it.”
“Yes, well, they are only small gifts, and I am selfish enough that I want you to think of me on Christmas Day when you open them.” Roxana touched her sister’s cheek and smiled even though it was painful and she had much rather cry, but Katherine needed her confidence boosted. “Besides, I am sure I will want for naught at the Trents’ house party. I hardly need any gifts.”
Katherine nodded.
Her heart heavy with not knowing when she would ever see them again, Roxana climbed onto the pony cart. She was to sell it and the rickety old nag in town to have the money to hire a post-chaise and outriders to reach her destination. Roxana had already determined she could ride the mail coach for less, even with paying extra to transport her ancient trunks.
The hope and fear on Katherine’s face, the quivering lip that Jonathon tried to control and the tearful kisses of her two younger sisters made an ache spread under her breastbone. She could not let them down. She would find a way to keep them fed and warm.
Her sisters deserved the chance to make decent marriages and Jonathon should not have to face the prospect of becoming a laborer. Roxana was determined to succeed with her own plans. This was her golden opportunity and her last desperate chance to save her family and herself from this hopeless existence.
Chapter
One
“Oh, Max, I am so glad you’ve arrived home. You will know the right thing to do. You always do. You have invited a few of your bachelor friends to the house party, have you not?” asked the Dowager Duchess of Trent without lifting her pen from the paper. Her smooth forehead crinkled with worry, and she puckered her lips in concentration.
“Ah, are you ready to toss out your handkerchief again, Maman?” Maximilian Adrian Xavier St. Claire, otherwise known as the Duke of Trent, smiled indulgently at his stepmother. “It is about time you remarried.”
“Pish!” said the young dowager duchess. “Well, there is you, and I invited the Breedons, and they will bring their son.”
Since his stepmother was not likely to count him as possible marriage material, nor did he think she would consider the Breedons’ son, he did not suppose she was on the hunt for a new husband. This was just as well, because he was rather used to Fanny running his home, first for his father and now for him.
Since she was only seven years older than Max, would she want to remarry now that her year of mourning was done? “I could send for Scully,” Max said.
“Did you call me ‘mama’?” She paused in the middle of writing.
“Did I?” asked Max. She had halfheartedly tried to get him to call her that years ago. They had eventually compromised on first names. He knew that calling her “Maman” would jar her loose of her preoccupation with whatever current problem wrinkled her brow. He’d hoped for a laugh, but she had not laughed much of late.
She put her pen down and rose, her blue eyes contrite. “I am so sorry. Welcome home, Max. I trust you are in good health?”
She crossed the room and pressed her cheek to his.
“Excellent health. And your grace?”
“Stop being so formal, Max. You know I cannot abide it.” She tugged the bell pull. “And do not send for Scully if he means to tag after me like a lovesick puppy. But if you can think of any other unmarried men, you should invite them, posthaste. I need eligible men for our houseguest. It is probably much too late to send her home. I am quite in a dither with this situation.”
“What situation?” Max settled in for the wait. Fanny was likely to circle the issue many times before it became clear to him.
“I did not know she was coming, or I should have planned this all differently. I shall invite more young ladies of marriageable age too. You should be thinking of setting up your nursery.”
“I can hardly boot my own brother and sister from the nursery, Fanny, dearest.” Plus, Max had no intention of marrying and setting up his nursery.
“Well, Julia is too old to keep in the nursery and Thomas will be off to Eton next year. The timing is perfect for you to settle down. You are not getting any younger, you know.”
“Do not invite any young ladies for my benefit.” At thirty, Max had no reason to be discontent with his life. He would not muck it up with a marriage.
His half brother’s prospects were much better if Max stayed single and kept Thomas the heir presumptive. Max would rather not lose yet another younger brother to a war on foreign soil.
“I invited the Malmsburys on your behalf.”
“Oh hell and damnation, tell me they did not accept.”
“Lady Malmsbury accepted.” Fanny wrung her hands. “You did not want her to come? She said you would, and are you no longer...?”
“Do not fret about it, Fanny. You could not have known.” He was not in the habit of discussing his affairs with his stepmother, although he just realized she had always managed to include his latest paramour among the company at the house parties. His parting with Lady Malmsbury had not been quite as amicable as he would have liked, but she was a lady and he a gentleman. “I am sure we shall manage to be civil to each other.”
“Well, then that is all the more reason why I should attempt to include more of the marriageable set. If I use the rooms on the west wing, we could house a dozen more guests. Are there any young ladies whom you would like me to include?”
He could only imagine Lady Malmsbury’s reaction to his paying any mind to young lady of a marriageable inclination. Her increasing possessiveness had prompted him to end their liaison. “Why are you hell-bent on matchmaking?”
A footman opened the drawing-room door.
“Please send in a tea tray. I’m sure Max is famished,” she instructed the servant. “Pray tell the children their brother is here and do see if you can locate Miss Winston.”
“Very good, your grace,” said the footman before he bowed out the door.
“Who is Miss Winston?”
“Our houseguest.” Fanny’s lips flattened. “The reason I must have more younger people. I promised her mother, you see.” Fanny wrung her hands. “I never intended to match make, and I am not quite sure that she is everything she should be. But I cannot send her home now, can I?”
Max pulled his stepmother to a chair. “Perhaps you had better begin at the beginning.”
“You remember my friend Beth from my Bath days—well, no, you probably don’t—”
“Your friend”—prompted Max, knowing Fanny could wander about quite a bit before she got to the point—“from school.”
“Yes, well, she married Sir Winston—or was it Lord Winston? He is a viscount or a knight or—”
“He’s a baron. Baron of Wingate.” Max sighed. Would he have to listen to Miss Winston’s entire life story? “Do hurry, dear, before the children attack me.”
“Why, Max, my children would never attack you,” said Fanny with her hand at her chest.
“Yes, but if you hurry you might explain before they demand all my attention.” Max wanted to know why his stepmother had invited this young lady and why she was now having regrets. “Miss Winston is the product of this union?”
“Well, yes. Her mother and I were quite good friends and we have corresponded over the years, although lately not near as much. She wrote earlier this year and asked if Miss Winston could be invited to our house party, there were so few prospects for her in Montgomeryshire, and the Winstons would not be able to present her in London. Apparently nothing can be spared to bring her out. And she has no dowry at all. There are other children and a brother who should be in school and they have been trying to get him in as a King’s scholar.”
Max tapped Fanny on her hands, hoping to redirect her conversation to the problem of Miss Winston and not her entire family’s concerns.
He could hear the thump of feet above him, racing for the stairs. Julia and Thomas would be upon him in a moment.
“Beth, er, Lady Winston asked if I might invite her—Miss Winston, that is—to one of my house parties, so she might have a chance of affixing a gentleman’s interest.”
“And now she is here.” What was the problem? Was she bracket-faced? Were her manners boorish? Was she unmarriageable? “Whatever is causing your misgivings?”
“I never received an answer. I did not know she was coming. And, well...”
“Yes, well?”
“She arrived on the mail coach, alone. She said it was more economical than traveling in a post-chaise and—”
“Miss Winston traveled on the mail coach alone? Her parents do not attend with her?”
“She is all alone. So you see my dilemma. I certainly expected that Lady Winston would accompany her daughter. I was rather looking forward to seeing Beth again. I never thought—”
“Are her manners amiss?” Max was quite sure he did not see why Fanny was in a fret. It was a bit unconventional, but hardly unusual for an unmarried miss to stay with her parent’s friend.
“No, she seems a lovely girl, but her clothes—”
“Are rags?” So Miss Winston was a charity case and poor as a church mouse to boot. While it was not well done of the Winstons to send their daughter without escort and on a public conveyance, it did not make the girl a total liability. She was, after all, wellborn.
His siblings clattered down the uncarpeted staircase from the third floor. One more flight of stairs and a carpeted passageway before they were upon him.
“No, that is just it. Her clothes are to die for—a bit too fast for a girl not out—and well.” Fanny tapped her lip with a forefinger.
Max wondered if Fanny had forgotten how revealing the current London fashions were. Nearly sheer, dampened gowns were found in all drawing rooms. The duchess’s black silk gown was cut modestly, a somber tribute to her widowed state.
“I suppose she should have been presented last year. She arrived with two monstrous trunks as well as two smaller bandboxes as if she meant to stay forever. I suppose she has a great deal of clothes. But I do not understand how she could afford such fashionable and well-made things. She seems quite enamored of my lady’s magazines—”
“Fanny.” Max cut her off. So if Miss Winston’s clothes weren’t rags...
“I sent my dresser to help her unpack, you see.”
No, Max didn’t see. He heard Julia’s exuberant laughter and Thomas calling out as the carpeted passageway muffled their footfalls.
“She wouldn’t open one trunk at all. I hate to think what might be in there.”
“Fanny.”
As red stained Fanny’s cheeks, her voice dropped to a strained whisper. “But my maid says that Miss Winston has undergarments made of red silk. Shifts and drawers and—”
The door burst open. Thomas and Julia flew across the room, knocking into Max. They were big enough to almost bowl him over and too old to be so rambunctious. He hugged them tight anyway.
Over their blond curls he saw what must be the owner of such scandalous undergarments made of red silk. His first thought was that even without a dowry, she should arouse enough interest to be satisfactorily settled.
She took a step into the room, and her gown caressed her slender form and the only thought he could raise was that with her dark hair and midnight blue eyes, she’d look damn good in red silk. But then again, from the way the jade green material slid against her body, he was not sure she wore any undergarments at all. In either case, he’d really like to see for himself what was under that dress.
Then he banished the thought as totally uncharacteristic. He never bothered with innocents and he had no plans to start now.
* * *
Roxana Winston entered the massive drawing room more sedately than the youngest St. Clairs. Both of them had raced past her on the stair, shouting, “Max is home.” Julia and Thomas threw themselves at the newcomer. He enfolded them in a bear hug, lifting both the nearly grown youngsters off the floor.
The joyous greeting for the return of the head of household was a far cry from what happened in Roxana’s home when her father arrived after an extended absence.
The intensity of the duke’s gaze on her started flutters in her stomach. Then he ruffled Thomas’s hair and grinned down at Julia. Instead of looking imperious and imposing, he looked...friendly, perhaps kind. “Good grief, I believe you both have grown an inch. Have I been gone so long?”
His tousled tawny brown hair appeared windblown and his skin was ruddy. As she neared him, she caught the scent of the outdoors, crisp with the cold.
Even the Duchess of Trent appeared quite excited by her stepson’s presence. Her color was high as she clapped her hands together to restrain the boisterous antics of her son, jumping up and down clamoring, “Max, you have to come see me ride. I can take the paddock fence now.”
Roxana glided forward and waited quietly to make her curtsy. She’d practiced looking in her cheval glass. This was probably the only time she would ever make a curtsy to a duke in a social situation. In the future she would be shunned by the ton. Persons of trade were not welcomed in polite society.
“Roxy is designing a new gown for me,” said Julia as Roxana neared the family group. “You should see it.”
“Oh dear,” said the duchess.
The Duke of Trent cast a glance at his stepmother and then turned his brown eyes Roxana’s way, his warm gaze roving over her gown.
Roxana supposed that was good. She wanted her dresses noticed, but she was not entirely sure that he was looking at just her creation. An edgy energy crept up her spine.
He urged the children to step back. “Allow me to meet our guest.”
The Duchess of Trent performed the introductions.
Roxana pasted what she hoped was an appropriate smile on her face and dropped to her curtsy. “I am most grateful for your hospitality, your grace.”
As her lowered gaze returned to his face, she noticed the way his buff unmentionables clung to the muscles of his thighs and the cut of his chestnut-brown coat emphasized the breadth of his shoulders. Her curtsy had been designed to emphasize the bias cut of her dress; instead she noticed him.
“Charmed to meet you.” He cast a disparaging glance in his stepmother’s direction. “I have heard so much about you, Miss Winston.”
The Duchess of Trent hardly looked old enough to be a mother of the two youths, let alone as old as Roxana’s mother, although they were of an age. “I cannot imagine that you have heard much. I am sure I was never much more than an afterthought in my mother’s correspondence.”
“I was just telling Max of your interest in fashion and how I so admire your wardrobe.” The duchess rolled her eyes toward her stepson as she sat down.
The duke gestured for her to sit and Roxana complied, perching on the far end of the sofa. As soon as the Duke of Trent sat, Thomas leaned against his half brother’s knee and Julia crowded the sofa next to them. How different from when Roxana’s father returned home and everyone scattered. Giving Lord Winston a wide berth, with only the kitchen, bedroom, parlor and attic to provide refuge, often proved difficult.
“Thank you, I do enjoy clothes and could spend hours discussing them, but the Duke of Trent will surely not want to be bored with such feminine diversions.”
“On the contrary. Perhaps you could describe the dress being made for Lady Julia,” he said.
While the question seemed innocuous enough, an undercurrent of caution threaded through the words. Had the Duchess of Trent’s “Oh dear” signified an objection to Julia’s new dress?
Fearing she’d broken an unwritten rule, Roxana turned toward the duchess. “Would you rather I did not help Julia construct a new gown, your grace?”
The Duchess of Trent looked left, then right, before she answered. “She is only fourteen.”
“Pray tell, what color is this gown?” asked the duke.
The duchess rapped her stepson with a closed fan.
“I thought a simple day gown in white muslin, as would be appropriate for a young lady.” Roxana looked down at the green dress she wore with pride. Was the neckline too low? Was her lace fichu too transparent? Was the movement from the innovative bias cut a problem? Until this minute Roxy had thought the gown, which could be worn day or evening, one of her better pieces. “I was thinking of pink ribbons in love knots. I could show you the sketch I made, your grace, to see if there is anything you would alter.”
“Oh no, Mama. It is perfect.”
“I apologize.” Roxana ignored Julia’s interruption. “I should have asked your permission first.”
“How could you?” said Julia. “We were just discussing it before you came, Max. It is only a little grown up. Roxy said it would not be appropriate to dress as if I were out. You should see her dresses; she has the most splendid ball gown in red silk.”
The Duke of Trent coughed, then patted Julia’s knee. “I’m sure I will have the privilege during the festivities. So do you often design gowns, Miss Winston?”
She ran a finger over a seam. “I dabble a bit.”
Roxy had not meant to be so transparent with her ambitions. She just desperately needed to know if her designs would fly in fashionable circles. She’d been told her creations were to die for, but she had never been within an ames-ace of London to really see for herself. She sucked in a deep breath and then said, “A dressmaker in my village made up my wardrobe. She wants to open her own shop in London.”
It was only a small untruth, since she was the dressmaker. While here, she hoped to discover if members of the ton liked her dresses. Well, that and to follow her mother’s instructions to get herself compromised, not exactly to the letter.
She stole a glance at the Duke of Trent. The very thought of what she would have to do to accomplish her mission made her go hot, then cold, as if she were struck with a bad case of ague. Until now, the man she would need to enact her plan had been a shadowy, unreal figure, not a real, flesh-and-blood man. Not that the duke would be the man she picked to be her pawn.
He turned toward her, as if aware of her gaze.
Doubt that she could accomplish her mission clawed icy fingers around her neck. She was not usually so false, and Roxy did not know if she could manage this deception well. But then, she had no choice. This was her only chance to be free of her father’s household and keep the rest of her family from the poorhouse. As her mother had said, it was all up to her. And she would not fail them.
“So you see my dilemma, do you not?” Fanny wrung her hands and crossed the drawing room, empty except for her and Max. “She is very alluring and I cannot adequately chaperone a creature like that with all my duties as hostess.”
Max paused in writing an invitation to a friend. He considered that his first thought about Miss Winston had been sinful. He found a small amount of relief that Fanny expected that sort of reaction from men, but that did present a bit of a problem. A chit like her could never be left alone with a gentleman, a prospect that was unavoidable at the house party. A less attractive young lady could be allowed a longer leash. Given that she was on the hunt for a husband, Miss Winston would be treading a thin line between respectability and temptation.
“I will watch over her,” Max said.
Fanny spun and faced him. “I can hardly ask that of you. She is my responsibility.”
“Worry no more. You know that you may trust me to keep her reputation safe. She is my guest too. And her family has seen fit to entrust her well being to us.”
“You have duties too. You can hardly provide escort for her every moment when I cannot.”
Max put down his pen. He would have to lead the gentlemen on afternoon shooting expeditions and arrange a fox hunt as well as daily rides. “I am sending for Scully. I will tell him if he wants to please you, he will focus his attentions on guarding Miss Winston.”
Fanny frowned. “Can you think of no one else? I know I can trust you to do the proper thing, but asking Scully to help is a bit like asking a wolf to guard sheep.”
“He has six sisters. He of all people knows how to keep a young lady in line.” Max dismissed Fanny’s distrust of his friend. Scully may be a ladies’ man, but he knew which women were off limits. He never preyed on innocents either. “Between the three of us, we can protect Miss Winston’s reputation.”
Max wondered what Miss Winston might have on today. Yesterday, she had worn the same green gown to dinner. She’d removed the fichu around her neck and added a crocheted lace shawl. As much as he’d studied her, he really could not name anything truly amiss with her attire. But his gaze was drawn to her form rather more than was comfortable.
Fanny wandered across the room.
He finished his letter and began one to his friend the Honorable Devlin Scullin. Having his friend back in the house again would be good. After he finished, Max folded the letters and sealed them. “I shall just take these to town. Is there anything you need?”
“I have several additional invitations too, if you will be so kind as to post them.” Fanny sighed.
“Have you seen our guest today?”
“No, she seems to spend an inordinate amount of time in her room. I sent a footman for her a while ago.”
Max paused in his trip to the door. Fanny seemed listless. Was she upset that he meant to invite Scully again? Usually by now she would be animatedly discussing the meals and the room assignments and ordering new linens, carpets or chairs. There had been endless discussions about the number of horses needed for the hunts with his father, who had countered with his own strong convictions about all the details. She should order blue carpets, not yellow, and they could purchase another dozen horses, none of which would arrive in time to be of any use.
But his father was gone now.
“If you need to argue about whether you will serve apricot tarts or apple fritters with the first remove, I am at your service.”
Fanny waved him off. “You are no fun. You will just say serve apricot tarts on Friday and the apple fritters on Saturday.”
“Perhaps I could urge Miss Winston to have a strong opinion one way or another.” Max watched Fanny. Did she long to indulge in a fit of redecorating? His father had been endlessly indulgent, buying his stepmother anything she wanted, be it house furnishings or extraordinary court dress. Max supposed that was the province of a beautiful younger wife with an older husband. But Max would not offer to let her redecorate, and she would not ask. A wave of guilt washed over him, even though he knew indulging her the way his father had would not be proper.
Fanny smiled a watery smile. “I do miss him.”
“As do I.” Responsibility weighed heavily on his shoulders at moments like this. Yet he had so much that he could not complain. “I shall be back before too long. I have to procure the services of the farrier and a few whipper-ins for the hunt.”
When Max reached the stairway leading to the great hall, Miss Winston was descending the stairs. He waited until she reached the landing. Today she wore a long-sleeved navy gown with a white habit shirt filling in the neckline. The dress was slightly more sedate than yesterday’s, but still not in the style of a young miss.
“Miss Winston,” he acknowledged.
She paused on the landing, her hand on the banister. She looked down into the main hall, where the footmen stood ready with his overcoat and top hat. “Are you going out, your grace?”
“I have errands in town.”
She bit her cherry lip and for a moment her mouth was all he could think about. That and the mistletoe that would be spread about the house when the festivities began in earnest.
“Is there a linen draper in town?”
Max snapped his attention back to more mundane subjects, such as clothing. “I believe so. Would you like to accompany me?” If Miss Winston needed to go to town, his duty required him to escort her.
“I would indeed. Will you wait while I fetch my bonnet and cloak?”
“Certainly, Miss Winston.”
She had turned to go back up the stairs, and Lord forgive him, he thought he caught a glimpse of a red petticoat. Surely not. Fanny had said shifts and pantalets, not petticoats, which was quite bad enough. He stared at her skirts, trying to direct his thoughts to anything else. Conjugate Latin verbs or some such. He had never seen any woman in red undergarments, but that did not stop him from imagining the sight.
She paused, then looked down at him. “Your grace, might I ask you a question?”
“By all means.” He put a boot on the lowest step, and then wondered what the hell he was doing. He was supposed to be going downstairs and out, not following her upstairs.
“Is something amiss with my dresses?”
That she was wearing them. “Er...no.”
She folded her arms across her middle and stared him down. “Go on.”
“I am done.” He paused, searching for the proper response. Lord, he was a slowtop today. “Your gowns are quite lovely.”
She took a step down, and for just a moment he could see the outline of her thigh under the dark material of her gown, then her skirts slid back into place.
“You have been to London. Are they fashionable?”
He hated conversations about clothing. But then again his conversations normally concerned the exorbitant costs, not if the style was au courant. Was this gown cut a little lower than the one she wore last night? Would the habit shirt disappear before dinner? “I believe you are bang up to the nines, Miss Winston. You would quite cut a dash in the city.”
“Then why does the duchess look at me as if her eyes would cross?”
“Envy?” volunteered Max, deciding he should leave now. Reluctantly he lifted his foot from the stair.
Surprise flashed across Roxana’s face, but then her eyes narrowed with skepticism. “You do not offer that explanation with great conviction. If it is only envy, why then did she have misgivings about my designing a dress for Lady Julia?”
He stopped and swallowed hard. “You are very direct, Miss Winston.”
“Yes, I promise to make an effort to curb that disagreeable tendency when the rest of the guests are here. But I am green to society and should like to know if I am taking any missteps.”
He spun around. “Being direct is not always disagreeable.”
“Isn’t it?” She had descended to the landing again and he regretted that he had not watched. She pursed her mouth. “I am told that gentleman prefer a more demure countenance.”
“I find plain speaking refreshing.” Fanny’s hints and prompts could drive him crazy with her unwillingness to just spill whatever it was she wanted him to know. “My stepmother dearly loves fashion, but she has been unable to indulge since donning her weeds.”
Roxana was close enough he could see how the dark blue of her dress emphasized the color of her eyes. He could not help think of dark nights and forbidden pleasures. A direct woman had no qualms about asking for what she wanted. He shook his head to clear it. He had no business thinking such thoughts about a young unmarried woman, and he, as a rule, did not.
The knowledge that Miss Winston—Roxana—wore red silk undergarments muddled his thoughts. Now that he had stepped into the role of chaperone, thinking about her undergarments was just wrong.
“Do you really believe she is envious?” She scrutinized him.
“Yes, I am sure of it.” He took a step back, wanting to break the web of fascination woven around him. Perhaps he should resume his liaison with Lady Malmsbury. He had mayhap allowed too much time to pass without a mistress.
It occurred to him only then that he needed to send word that he would need the curricle and a tiger to accompany them, rather than the gig he’d asked be sent around. They could not ride alone to town without an escort. Not that he would ever allow his improper thoughts to solidify into bad behavior.
Hoping to catch the servants before they had harnessed the wrong rig, Max stepped onto the landing to lean over the rail to call down to a footman waiting in the front hall.
Roxana shifted to the side, flinching. For a second he stared at her. What had she expected him to do?
“I am delaying you,” she said softly. “I can walk to town another time.”
He could not allow that, not if he meant to be a proper guardian. “I would welcome your company. I would enjoy some direct conversation. I hope that we can become friends.”
Friends sounded nice. He had not known her very long, but she intrigued him, and friendship would keep him from thinking too much about her undergarments.
Miss Winston folded her arms and cocked her head to the side as if taking his measure. He felt lacking. He had not been wholly forthright.
“Miss Winston, if Fanny has any objection to your wardrobe it is that young ladies just out dress in white muslins and muted fabrics. They leave the silks and satins and bolder colors to their married counterparts.”
A faint furrow appeared between her brows. In a very small voice she said, “Oh.”
He watched as emotions raced across her face. She suddenly seemed young and inexperienced and a bit crestfallen. Society would eat her up if she always wore her heart on her sleeve. “I suppose that is how being direct can be thought disagreeable.”
“No, oh no.” She lifted her chin. “I am quite glad you told me. Friends are honest with each other, are they not?” She gave a little laugh and a skittish wave of her hand. “I have other gowns... but with my coloring... ah, well.”
Which only made him look at her lily-white skin. But if she had had all new attire made up just for this house party... “It is only a smallish gathering, after all. I am sure you need not abide by the most rigid of strictures. Darker colors in the evening should be fine. I am sure none of the Lady Patronesses will be among the company.”
“Since I shan’t be presented in London, I will never need their approval for Almack’s. But I should not like to embarrass her grace. She has been very generous in offering this opportunity to me.”
She clenched her fist and Max wondered at her circumstances. Then he remembered that she was here to affix a gentleman’s interest. Good lord, was she here to fix his interest?